I just talked to a dr (not mine, but from my clinic and he was very very nice) who was able to answer some questions for me :) He said tha...

Had our appointment this morning! YAY! Its been a long wait wondering and worrying if both babies are going to make it.   What a relief it w...

The fear of losing another baby is intense right now.  I'm trying to stay calm, not stress and put my faith in God, but somedays its har...

I still have constant moments of missing Gabriel.  Last night Derrick and I went to the 311 concert, it was a blast! We got on the front bar...

Just got a call from Dr Landers! She was in just as much shock as us! She didn't know quite what to say about the twins!  She was laughi...

This one will be long - its the last few weeks of entrys that I've not published.  I typed these as the days went by, to publish them...

Dear Gabriel, I can't believe 6 months has passed already.  It feels like just yesterday we were holding you in our arms.  In 6 short ...